CRISIS

i went to the hospital last night. i'm ok.
why don't they say that on the box? they make it sound like if you take another 2 before 4 hrs have passed you'll be in critical danger. but 8 in 20 minutes. surely that should have been enough.
the CRISIS doctor came to speak to me. i wanted to really talk to him and tell him everything about how i've been feeling, not just for the past month but for the past year or so. wanted to tell him about my dreams and haulucinations and fears and worries.
i couldn't though. somehow. i couldn't. i just sat there. nodded my head. shook it a couple of times. and apparantely that was enough.