Thursday 10 June 2004

facing the facts

i'm in the room next door to the schroder suite cos that's booked for a lesson. just did my history and i'm sure i passed with flying colours. i had chemistry first thing which i'm sure i did badly in and french comprehension after that which was ok. me and 'joe' are back on. i suppose i felt guilty since it was his birthday. i still feel exactly the same way about him though, like he is the reason i feel so lonely.
my parents are giving him a car for his birthday, can you believe that? jesus christ, they like him more than me. maybe they're just giving him it so he'll drive away and never come back. he's home tomorrow though, so i'll have to face him and sort things out properly.
perhaps our relationship really is just based on sex.

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